I'm right here. Can't u see me?

Sometimes you're too afraid to let go of something, bcoz you're afraid it won't come back. But sometimes holding it too tightly in your grasps will hurt a whole lot more :'( i love you, but it just hurts so much. It hurts when you flirt with other girls eventhough you just wanna play around... Amen't i special to you? I'm right here all along, looking at you from the sidewalk and it hurts :(