tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-73311523939938407472024-02-18T19:46:20.105-08:00One Step ForwardKehidupan seorang gadis yang suka bermonologAkuAyiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01367959135025954408noreply@blogger.comBlogger292125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331152393993840747.post-89089365035995860462017-10-17T08:23:00.002-07:002017-10-17T08:23:58.667-07:00Hoi gaji. Bila la kau nak habis?Punyerla power kan tajuk besor tu. Fefeeling kaya kunun, padahal.... krik krik..<br />
I think its been ages since I last wrote a blog post. Bila dah kerja ni, memang tak ada masa untuk sosial media. But still I have time to look at stupid cat videos and such. erf. Cakap pasal kerja, nk cakap pasal gaji. Masuk je gaji, habis... What the hell did it all go? lol<br />
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First of all.... I'm a pretty big spender kinda person. BUKAN SPENDER SLUAR DALAM LA jeez.. I mean spender la...spend duit. But sometimes, I jimat macam mana pun duit mengalir je macaam air terjun gaiss... I tak tipu.<br />
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Tapi one thing I tak pernah miss sejak bergaji ni, is to pay all my bills and hutang. Kalau miss, memang naiya la nenek nak bayar semua. I tak nak mati dalam keadaan berhutang :(<br />
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Banyak juga i hutang tiap bulan.<br />
So many things to pay for.. naseb I dah kahwin, banyak jugak suami i tolong cover. ngeh ngeh ngeh.<br />
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So I list down a few things that are wajib for me every month.<br />
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1. Digi Bill for broadband RM115-RM150 (depends on if i topup kalau quota habis)<br />
2. Scomadi (auto tolak from maybank) RM288.53<br />
3. Personal loan (which i did for PTPTN. eventhough raamai orang marah i buat, tp I dont regret at all) RM697<br />
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Which totals up to RM1100.53 - RM1135.53 (hutang saje) :'D<br />
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So memang I push my hubby to pay for the rest la.<br />
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1. Sewa rumah RM750 (standard apartment)<br />
2. Bil Lektrik RM50+- (inspite the fact we all duduk dua orang je, we msak pkai lektrik k :D)<br /><br />So total hubby kne bayar around RM800.<br />
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Itupun I cakap pasal hutang wajib k. I tak masuk lagi duit makan, duit minyak pergi kerja semua. Sebab semua tu I takleh nak letak kos tetap, sebab selalu berubah2. Kalau I letak skit, nanti dia jadi banyak. Ikutlah.... Contoh. I boleh letak duit minyak sebulan RM200. But sometimes kita jalan-jalan, and nak makan best-best jauh skit dari rumah... so duit minyak obviously akan naik. Itu belum cerita balik kampung lagi. Pergi balik duit minyak berapa? duit tol lgi. :D Tapi kalau balik kampung, I memang tak nak berkira sangat, sebab itupun macam satu rahmat la dapat jumpa famili tercinta <3<br />
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Okla... tutup cerita pasal gaji. Nak tunggu gaji next, government ni ada 43+ hari lagi. Hope I can survive la...<br />
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Deepavali ni I balik kampung . You alls balik tak? Baliklaaa.... rindu mak ayah kat kampung oiii.. :)Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331152393993840747.post-61110892921758362942017-03-11T18:34:00.001-08:002017-03-11T18:34:06.997-08:00Feel like falling<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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I just feel like stepping down.</div>
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Giving up on everything.</div>
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Sometimes, I feel hopeless.</div>
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Feel like there's no one I can count on.</div>
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I'm all alone..</div>
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Enduring everything alone.</div>
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And nobody knows that I'm hurting alone.</div>
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It's painful.</div>
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Selalu kita dengar ungkapan itu kan? Bahawa adanya pelangi yang cantik di sebalik awan yang mendung suram. Bila baca balik blog ni rasa nak tergelak ada, rasa bersyukur pun ada juga. Dah hampir tiga tahun tak menulis di blog ini. Jika blog ini umpama rumah yang terbiar, sudah pasti ia bersawang dan berhabuk lebat. :) </div>
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Dulu aku selalu bersedih. Cinta manusia, sudah pasti ada pasang surutnya. Tak seperti cinta Tuhan yang hakiki. Cinta manusia ini tidak kekal. Dan sering kali ada turun naiknya. Kita tidak pernah akan rasa puas, selagi kita tidak meletakkan cinta Tuhan itu seiring bersama. </div>
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Tak sangka cinta yang aku nantikan telah aku capai akhirnya.</div>
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Ikram Ridzuan. Cinta hati aku. Kini menjadi cinta halal aku. Allah Allah Allah....<br />What did I do to deserve this?</div>
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He wasn't someone I would die for, but yet, the feeling Allah left in me for him, was truly unbearable, too complicated for words to describe how much I longed for his presence in my life. All along I knew instantly that he was 'the one'. Even though he never saw me in the 'big picture'.</div>
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Now I am officially married! I just still can't believe it. <br />I'm overwhelmed.</div>
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I still feel those goosebumps every now and then when I'm around him.<br />Its just so hard to explain.</div>
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You know. It isn't always happy like this. There's bound to be some mistake, or bad things that happen. But there are no obstacles that I cannot surpass if they are all given by Allah. I can endure them. I CAN and I WILL.</div>
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May God have mercy on me.</div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331152393993840747.post-814506154427730112013-11-05T09:25:00.004-08:002013-11-05T09:25:56.480-08:00Mentari SenjaMentari pagi bersinar indah. Tak dapatku lihat, kerana seperti biasa... masihku lena di katilku. Lewat malam tidakku tidur. Awal pagi, tidakku bangun. Mengharapkan mimpi untuk terus berjalan, mengharapkanku tidak terjaga. Tiada semangat aku untuk menghadapi hidup, realiti sebenar yang mengecewakan. Rugi, rugi tak dapat lihat mentari pagi mengisi ruang langit dengan megahnya.<br />
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Sepanjang hari duduk di rumah. Tidakku jenguk luar. Mentari masih menunggu di luar, sinarannya ikhlas memancar, namun tidak sekaliku terpandang ia. Langsung tiada usaha hendak mengintai di jendelaku. Seperti hilang separuh kepercayaanku.<br />
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Kini, mentari beransur pergi. Mentari senja perlahan menghilangkan diri. dan aku. dan aku masih terperuk di dalam rumah. Tidak mahu melambai ia pergi. Tidak mahu lihat ia buat kali terakhir.<br />
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Dan tika malam menjelma, baru rasa ku sesal. Kenapa mentari pergi...kenapa :'(<br />
Padahal aku yang membiarkan ia pergi, tanpa menghargainya tika ia hadir.<br />
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Tika semangat kita hilang, kita sering lupakan mentari yang sentiasa berada di sisi kita, menunggu hadirnya kita. Tapi bila ia menghilang, barulah kita tercari-cari ia di sebalik bayangan malam. Hargailah orang yang sayangkan kita selagi dia ada, sebelum ia melangkah pergi. Kerana jika ia pergi, tiada peluang lagi untuk dia kembali.<br />
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Cinta manusia datang dan pergi, tapi cinta ilahi kekal abadi <3<br />
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Aku tanya dia malam tu guna wechat, kenapa dia tak balas? Dia cakap, dia balas dalam hati.<br />
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Hmmm..sebenarnya aku dah fikir bukan-bukan sebelum tanya tu. Fikir dia ada awek lain. Pastu awek dia yang bukak mesej tu, pastu awek dia marah dia. Hmm.. Sampai macam tu sekali aku berangan.<br />
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Sebenarnya dia dah banyak berubah. Banyak menyendiri. Banyak belajar ilmu agama. Banyak berdiam. Jika perlu je dia akan cakap. Hubungan kita dah hambar kerana tiada lagi kata-kata manis daripada dia. Tapi aku yakin, ini semua untuk kebaikan aku. Dia sedang berusaha menjadi lebih baik, dan aku hormati keputusannya. Patutnya aku bersyukur...aku tidak seperti orang lain yang diajak untuk berbuat perkara yang sia-sia seperti berdating lamanya...<br />
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Hari tu dia ajak jumpa jap. On the way nak balik daripada Shah Alam ke Manjung, leh singgah jumpa aku. Aku cakaplah, kejap sangat nak jumpa, tak puas... Dia cakap, "Nak buat apa lama-lama. Maksiat." Haha.. :) Bagus betul bila dia ingatkan kita tentang Allah... Kalau ada jodoh ngan dia, aku harap Allah dapat permudahkan urusan kami menjadi suami isteri yang sah. Lagi lama tak ikat, lagi banyak dugaan aku rasa. :(<br /><br />InsyaAllah... doakan kami. Kalau ada jodoh, kami pasti akan terikat akhirnya...Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331152393993840747.post-77049118114735353852013-09-22T06:44:00.002-07:002013-09-22T06:44:46.642-07:00<i>"kita tak ada jodoh kot"</i><br />
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Tak tau macam mana aku boleh cakap macam tu kat dia. Mungkin aku dah shutdown sejak hari tu yang kami tidak sependapat dalam satu isu agama.<br />
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Dua-dua ego. Tapi akhirnya dia melepaskan ego dia, dan minta maaf pada aku. Dia tak nak gaduh ngan aku. Tapi boleh pula aku cakap macam tu kat dia. Hmm... Aku memang cari nahas.<br />
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Tau-tau sahaja kami seperti orang luar. Masing-masing tidak ambil peduli tentang diri masing-masing.<br />
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Satu hari terbuka wechat.<br />
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<i>skrg aku dh bebas...bebas utk mengorat gadis2..bebas utk kemana saja kaki ini mau pergi.terima kasih kerana telah membebaskan aku..</i><br />
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Entah kenapa dari mana datang air mata ni. Kenapa aku nak sedih plak? Ini yang aku minta kn?<br />Tak...mana ada aku minta putus. Aku cuma kecewa je ngan apa yang aku rasa.<br />
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Dah seharian sejak dia tulis status tu. Macam-macam yang aku fikir.<br />
Dia dah jumpa pengganti ke?<br />
Dia tak datang pujuk aku pun. Mesti dia happy kan dengan hidup dia sekarang?<br />
Kalau dia happy... tak ada sebab untuk aku tarik balik kata-kata aku. Apa gunanya untuk minta maaf, jika akhirnya aku akan dipalit kebenaran yang dia tidak perlukan aku lagi?<br />
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Hmmm.. secara jujurnya...<br />
Aku buat apapun tak menjadi. Nak buat kerja, nk pergi mana-mana, nak makan, nak tidur... asik nampak dia je. Asyik fikirkan dia je. Kalau aku tak fikirkan dia pun, hati aku gelisah. Macam kucing, kehilangan anak. Tercari-cari, terpanggil-panggil. Sayu :(<br />
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Untuk kebaikan dia, aku rasa aku tak mampu untuk patah balik ke belakang.<br />
Semuanya dah terlambat.<br />
Aku tetap nak dia happy, walaupun hati aku tidak lagi bergerak seiringan dengan irama hatinya :(<br />
Maafkan aku hati.<br />
Kita terpaksa menahan buat seketika ini...<br />
Semuanya akan pulih... aku janji.. Bagi aku masa untuk pulih..Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331152393993840747.post-2916150379537140982013-08-28T22:42:00.000-07:002013-08-29T22:48:53.525-07:00Al fatihah.<div class="separator" style="clear: both;">
Hari ni hari jadi atok Jo. Aku baru tau tadi, selepas selesai pengebumian atok. Begitu pantas masa berlalu. Tak sangka aku. Baru rasa macam semalam bagi makan bubur kat atok. Baru rasa macam semalam atok main-main loceng kat bilik.</div>
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Lepas tu, tiba masa atok dah tak boleh mengiring. Atok hanya mampu terbaring. Dah tak boleh berpusing ke kiri atau kanan. Masa tu kalau nak bagi atok minum kena pakai picagari. Atok dah mula nampak lifeless tapi dadanya masih berombak, masih bernafas. Masa ni atok ada masalah kahak sama. Takleh nak keluarkan, berapa hari juga macam tu. hanya mampu tengok. Cian atok. </div>
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Masa tu perhati kaki atok pun dah mula membengkok lurus. Hidung atok pun kelihatan jatuh. Tapi dalam hati menafikan yang masa atok dah dekat. Tiap-tiap hari dengan harapan atok masih ada, atok akan sihat. </div>
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Tiba-tiba terjaga dengan ketukan yang amat dasyat di pintu bilik oleh mama. Masa tu dok fikir, dah subuh ke? Tengah mamai masa tu. Yang tau, kelam kabut bangun. Check jam masa tu pukul 5.14pagi. Subuh tak masuk lagi. Sayup-sayup dengar mama suruh pergi tengok atok. Pergi bilik atok. Ramai dok tengok atok. Tengok atok. Atok kaku. </div>
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Cepat-cepat kejut aiman. Tapi atok dah takde masa tu. CikComel iaitu makcik, anak bongsu atok cakap badan atok panas lagi. Maksudnya atok baru 'pergi'. Yang sempat berjumpa atok pun sorang makcik. Yang lain semua baru dikejutkan sejurus selepas itu. Tapi semua tak sempat jumpa atok.</div>
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Selepas dikafankan, arwah di bawa ke masjid Seri Manjung. Selepas solat Zohor berjemaah, arwah disolatkan oleh sanak saudara semua dan orang yang berjemaah tadi. Alhamdulillah...</div>
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Atok... Ramai orang nangis arini. Mungkin sebab ramai yang hampir tak sempat tatap wajah arwah sebelum dikebumikan. Amni sebak, mata berair juga. Tapi amni tak nak nangis. Satu, sebab amni berpeluang jaga atok jika nak dibandingkan dengan orang lain dan yang keduanya, Sebab perpisahan kita hari ini hanyalah sementara. Satu hari nanti kita akan berjumpa lagi. Kat 'sana', insyaAllah... Semoga Allah perkenankan.</div>
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Al-fatihah kepada arwah atok Johari.</div>
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Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan arwah ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang beriman.</div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331152393993840747.post-54763084309072557372013-08-25T05:34:00.001-07:002013-08-25T05:34:37.823-07:00My day today in IpohPagi tadi, right after subuh follow my mom and bro, arif ke ipoh. We headed for BP. Here's the place!<br><br><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgw7V1x4B2D8HYCCVTdAYCavbFsYXZUTn1drXz4Q-zgdfpzB4s9CXNG-SqOGOcKfSzc0zGK_Tylls6CZiKOO6c-ICp5EwPtPjvaLX9oCDrvglMCq0z1DySQrofz7bMy5xHihe4EwtYBw18/s640/blogger-image-1190728025.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgw7V1x4B2D8HYCCVTdAYCavbFsYXZUTn1drXz4Q-zgdfpzB4s9CXNG-SqOGOcKfSzc0zGK_Tylls6CZiKOO6c-ICp5EwPtPjvaLX9oCDrvglMCq0z1DySQrofz7bMy5xHihe4EwtYBw18/s640/blogger-image-1190728025.jpg"></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Sangat grand. Besar gile!! Lepas park car, terus masuk dalam untuk ambil nombor kat kaunter. Staff semua very friendly. Tempat menunggu pun sangat comfy. Sempat lagi i pakai wifi situ. Sangat convenient for people like me yang tunggu adiknya ambil darah semua. </div><br><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhNGgDIWrDoGZvN9xtUiz6ZohpaH7eAamh5O-LpGvvbrZgnB0AO8UoMJN71rXvrPZoNHNnS8AF-U0iay7lPQ_OF5ZuSo4KAGWrGuNM9lNmpCOU1otkAGl5yI5o58jVyzigJWyStL3xX4o0/s640/blogger-image-1623758342.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhNGgDIWrDoGZvN9xtUiz6ZohpaH7eAamh5O-LpGvvbrZgnB0AO8UoMJN71rXvrPZoNHNnS8AF-U0iay7lPQ_OF5ZuSo4KAGWrGuNM9lNmpCOU1otkAGl5yI5o58jVyzigJWyStL3xX4o0/s640/blogger-image-1623758342.jpg"></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Masa ni tunggu number giliran Arif kena panggil. Oh yang comel tu mama i. :D</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Nak tunggu result blood test lambat lagi, so kami singgah jaeon stesen 18 yang kira2 6.7 km daripada situ. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Pusing satu jaeon tu sampai penat kaki ni... Hahaha...</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">Haaa... Last-last nak balik tu singgah Daiso jap.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">I beli seshopsticks! Haha. </div><br><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhqUfB2P3BDL8F48Eoe6vPnbhgQBJQXClRUy_7JLzzcZj0GMa6xaDVpyoMgoyPQrYmHZ6_7oUdUYcQwrXTKOnou-FA_9oliXnhpj3ZrS5ghG1Af7jmICEe5brilGcp9_1TCfJJIPPLA8AI/s640/blogger-image--1347841265.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhqUfB2P3BDL8F48Eoe6vPnbhgQBJQXClRUy_7JLzzcZj0GMa6xaDVpyoMgoyPQrYmHZ6_7oUdUYcQwrXTKOnou-FA_9oliXnhpj3ZrS5ghG1Af7jmICEe5brilGcp9_1TCfJJIPPLA8AI/s640/blogger-image--1347841265.jpg"></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(175, 192, 227, 0.230469); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(77, 128, 180, 0.230469); ">Dari hari tu asek nk beli sampai termimpi-mimpi. Alahai tomei sgt... Leh i mkn ngan maggi. Eh takk ... Nasi impit :D</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(175, 192, 227, 0.230469); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(77, 128, 180, 0.230469); "><br></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(175, 192, 227, 0.230469); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(77, 128, 180, 0.230469); ">Lepas tu kami balik ke BP untuk ambil result, after that terus balik semula ke Manjung. Dulu nak ke Ipoh satu jam je. Tapi makin lama bila dah makin banyak traffic light, berjam gakla nak ke ipoh tu. lol.</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(175, 192, 227, 0.230469); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(77, 128, 180, 0.230469); "><br></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(175, 192, 227, 0.230469); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(77, 128, 180, 0.230469); ">Abah dok rumah jaga atok ngan aiman. Masa malam </span><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.292969); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(175, 192, 227, 0.230469); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(77, 128, 180, 0.230469); ">Anugerah arif pun nanti kami bertiga je pergi. Abah jaga atok kat umah. Atok makin lemah je. Dah takleh mengiring macam selalu. Makan pun tak seberapa. Minum kena pakai picagari. Mulut atok dah xleh nak buka sgt. Deria rasa dh berkurang. Paru-paru pun dah lemah. Selalu dgr atok batuk-batuk dan breathe in heavily :(</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.292969); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(175, 192, 227, 0.230469); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(77, 128, 180, 0.230469); "><br></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="-webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.292969); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(175, 192, 227, 0.230469); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(77, 128, 180, 0.230469); ">Nak balik kolej bulan 9, arif pun fly bulan 9 nanti. Risau tak ada siapa nak jaga atok waktu pagi. Time tu aiman gi sekolah, mama gi sekolah, abah pun pergi kerja. Sekarang tak apalah i ngan arif ada. 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I was shocked to have received a tweet from Aqilla ajak i vlogging. Yeay! Ada geng nak vlogging. :) So next month will be our marathon vlog. Haha VEDFAM again! Siapa nak join, then come and join us!.<br /><br />VEDFAM - vlog everyday for a month<br />
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Yes, seriously i can feel what Aqilla feels, dan dia lagi lama tak vlogging. I baru vlogging berapa jam lepas, dah rindu, apatah lagi dia. Seriously, i rindu nak tengok dia vlogging. She was one of my favourite vloggers, aside from alifstyle, yiliellie and cynicalMD :) I don't think Postrophy counted in, cause I had a crush on him then. HAHA. (oke, mampus kalau dia baca. Dia dah kahwin dah.. :D)<br />
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Anyway, i still prefer the old convensional way of vlogging. Nampak sgt natural.<br />
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Vlogging nowadays mcm dah di-comercialize. People are accepting it that way now, dan dah jadi trend yang sangat... unstoppable. People are just getting it wrong. haiz... sedih.<br />
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Lagi berapa hari lagi nak start sem baru. Two more weeks! Alahai... takut! I admit, sem lepas dapat result oke, tapi still, i tak yakin dengan kemampuan diri. :( There are just so many things i think about. Like how the lecturers are going to accept me, if I can handle their critisizme or not, if I can do the assignments in time or not, get no sleep at all or not.<br />
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Argh. And the sleep thing is the most feared of all.<br />Terlebih tidur, terlajak kelas, kena marah, tak cukup ilmu.<br />Kurang tidur, jadi zombie, otak biol, banyak penyakit, tapi asaimen siap, lecturer tak tentu lagi suka.<br />
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Darn... :(<br />
help me. i think i'm worrying too much.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331152393993840747.post-17691535051131513962013-07-31T12:01:00.000-07:002013-07-31T12:01:02.202-07:00TimeKenapa aku perlu gopoh untuk menarik semua kejadian pada masa hadapanku kepada masa sekarang? Bila difikirkan balik, mampukah aku untuk menghadapi semuanya? Aku geleng kepala. Jelas. Aku masih belum bersedia. Tapi aku degil, aku mahukannya teramat sangat. Untuk apa? Hanyalah secebis kasih untuk mengisi kekosongan dalam jiwaku. Sampai bila? Berbaloikah aku menunggunya selama itu?<br />
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Mula sangsi terhadap kemampuan diri sendiri.<br />
Masih jauh perjalananku, tapi aku tak sabar! Tak pernah nak sabar!<br />
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Terduduk.<br />
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Tak pernah merasa cukup. Tak malukah aku dengan diri sendiri?<br />
Dahlah tamak haloba, jijik ... huh!<br />
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Ajal. Bila-bila masa sahaja ia boleh datang. Ketika itu, mampukah aku tinggalkan semuanya ke belakang?<br />
Tika itu, tiada lagi saat manis yang aku dambakan selama ini. Hanya tinggal amalan yang akanku bawa ke 'sana' nanti. Tika itu, ada nilaikah lagi "saat" yang aku nantikan tu? Tidak. Takkan pernah wujud saat itu. Saat itu menjadi suatu yang dilupakan serta merta. Semuanya akanku tinggalkan ke belakang. Takkan pernah kembali lagi.<br />
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Masa telah terhenti.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331152393993840747.post-61137231469393525632013-07-31T10:37:00.001-07:002013-07-31T10:37:35.163-07:00Hukum Isbal Perempuan dalam solat<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331152393993840747.post-91363840702087707422013-07-12T09:21:00.002-07:002013-07-12T09:21:24.008-07:00Jadual Qada Solat SetahunAssalamualaikum semua! :)<br />
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Entri ni aku ulas ringkas je. Sebab internet tengah slow. So before blackout, aku nak post buat perkongsian korang. Ni khas buat orang yang sebelum ni pernah tinggal solat dan tak tau berapa banyak dia dah tinggal.<br />
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Jadual ni aku reka untuk setahun. Terserah pada korang nak anggar/buat berapa banyak qada.<br />
Boleh klik link di bawah untuk download word document tersebut.<br />
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Senang, bila dah buat qada baru, update je terus kat komputer. Tak payah print dan conteng-conteng, payah!<br />
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Jika dah selesai qada subuh sekali, tulis no 1 di ruang pertama bawah 'subuh'. Apabila menambahkan qada subuh, maka nombor yang diedit pun akan bertambah, daripada 1 kepada 2, 2 kepada 3 dan seterusnya, bila sudah selesai 7 hari (seminggu) maka boleh letak tick di situ. Jika semua kotak ini sudah terisi dengan tick, maka sudah setahun awak qada.<br />
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Walaupun begitu, 4minggu X 7 hari = 28 hari. Sebulan ada 31/30 hari kan? Hanya February sahaja yang ada 28/29 hari. Maka anda boleh menambahkan kotak sendiri di situ jika mahu lebih tepat lagi. :) Kerana ini cuma anggaran sahaja, saya buat sepintas lalu.<br />
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Bukan nak galakkan orang untuk tinggal solat. Perkara ini perkara yang serius, ini hanyalah untuk membantu mereka yang dah sedar, dan menyesal dan dah taubat tak nak tinggal solat lagi. Semua orang pernah buat silap, yang penting kita sedar dan kembali ke pangkal jalan. Pintu taubat sentiasa terbuka. Tapi jangan lambatkan taubat, kita tidak tahu bila kita akan mati.<br /><br />Di bawah ni terdapat beberapa sumber yang saya petik yang mengatakan perlu selesaikan solat qada terlebih dahulu sebelum menjalankan solat sunat selain solat sunat taubat, hajat dan hari raya.<br />
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Sangat Awesome oke~ ! :)</div>
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"hm..tak ada la dik. tapi dik, leh cuba facial foam ni, after diskaun rm5+ je"</div>
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Sama je dua-dua. Yang atas tu ada macam kadbod cover atas dia. Yang penting it's a acne safe scrubber. :D Now I can exfoliate my skin! Seriously, I recommend this to you guys. Baru pakai sekali, aku puas hati gila. Just massaging my way through the delicate foam. Ada a few beads. Beads dia bulat-bulat, tak tajam. Bila dah rinse, rasa macam biasa je. TAPI bila dia kering. OMAIGAD... rasa kulit moisturized, free from oil, and pores are less seen. Well, still leh nampak pores, tapi tak ada la besar sangat.</div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331152393993840747.post-5911267512478952452013-06-28T21:35:00.001-07:002013-06-28T21:35:21.224-07:00Update Bedak TanakaPagi tadi aku bangun-bangun je terus basuh muka. Rasa bedak tu macam dah tak ada kat muka. Meresap ke apa? Yang aku tau, muka rasa sedikit kesat, jerawat besar dah kecut sikit, dan muka ternyata lebih gebu. :D<br />
Aku nak try seminggu tengok camne hasil dia.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331152393993840747.post-88887894264657229652013-06-28T11:28:00.001-07:002013-06-28T11:28:59.812-07:00 Review on Bedak Tanaka<div style="text-align: justify;">
Bedak Thanakha. Siapa pernah dengar? Gile, produk ni tengah selling like hot cakes sekarang ni. Aku tengok rata-rata orang jual online. Tapi bila aku try usya kat luar, hampeh, tak ada. Memang tempat aku ni lembab skit terima trend. (haiz..) Yang ada pun mahal siot. bekas kecil RM30. Gila bapak mahal. Tapi sebab aku teruja sangat nak try, aku beli la juga. I wanna try it now!</div>
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So inilah dia Bedak Thanaka yang aku beli tadi.<br />
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Kat kedai tadi ada dua biji je benda ni. Warna hijau je ada. Untuk pengetahuan korang, ada 4 warna. Hijau (limau), Merah jambu (ros), putih (jasmine) dan perang (original). <span style="text-align: justify;">Serius masa bukak ni tadi, omaigad.....semerbak bau limau...best gile siot. Rasa macam satu dos aroma therapy free.</span></div>
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<span style="text-align: justify;">1. basahkan jari2 mulus, ambil tanaka sikit dan sapukan pada wajah.</span></div>
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Aku perhati pada bekas tanaka tu. Dia tulis, "Natural Whitening Thanakha". Thanakha is actually wood. Yes. sejenis kayu. Kayu tanaka. Dan dia ada kelebihan memutihkan wajah, mengecutkan jerawat dan macam-macam lagi. Heee... </div>
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Aku nak tidur dulu. Esok baru basuh! haha.. Nites uolls. Esok aku update lain k. :)</div>
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Selalu kalau aku addicted main game, mesti sebab aku mula sahaja nak try test la konon.<br />
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Macam game Candy Crush Saga tu. Aku saja install app game tu. Try test, pastu kebaboom! Addicted terus. Selagi tak lepas level tu, selagi tu akan akan cuba sampai dapat. Still stuck on level 65, dan berderet orang yang masih stuck level tu. HAHAHA.<br />
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Sekarang aku terjebak dalam game Farm Heroes Saga. Ia bermula dengan satu ayat memujuk dari mama aku. "kakak, tolong maen game ni jap, mama nak minta kakak tolong bagi kunci untuk level seterusnya"<br />
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Okla. Mama cuma nak kunci teruskan level je kan. Maen la kejap. Aku bukannya kerja lagi. Belum mampu nak membalas jasa ibubapaku dengan pemberian wang ringgit hasil duit gaji aku, jadi kalau perkara ni boleh buat mama aku hepi, no hal la.<br />
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Mula-mula maenlah level 1. okeh pass. Lepas level 1, level 2 pulak.<br />
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Yang aku tak puas hati, game ni GUI dia cam untuk kanak-kanak tadika, tapi giler susah. Move terhad. Heran aku camne orang lain, termasuk mama aku boleh score point tinggi. Gila psycho game ni. @.@<br />
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Sekarang stuck level 16. Dah 3 hari stuck level ni.<br />
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Tadi aku maen level 16, lulus akhirnya. Masuk level 17 loading lambat gila. Aku refresh browser aku. Internet rumah slow. Bila dah bukak balik, hampir terjatuh dari kerusi tengok aku masih kat level 16.<br />
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=.=" oh well.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331152393993840747.post-22918644388214358552013-06-24T11:10:00.002-07:002013-06-24T11:10:49.935-07:00Jerebu.Jerebu kat Manjung makin teruk. Semalam IPU 107. Hari ni 171. Pastu tadi nampak kawan aku post 191. Mak... Tadi kuar jap pergi AEON ngan adik-adik aku. Aiman nak cari mask untuk jerebu tu. Sebab dia kena pergi sekolah esok. Tapi seriously, dua-dua farmasi sold out. haha... Aku cakap kat dia, "ko pakai niqab jela... haha"<br />
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Tadi beli beg baru. Cadangnya nak beli cardigan. Tapi dah kali kedua pergi, macam, "tak cantik la plak" aritu nampak cantik". Rasa macam tak berbaloi je. Sekali aku ternampak beg ni. oh mai. comel gile. dan aku tak ada beg macam tu lagi. jadi aku pun beli la.<br />
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Ni masa try beg baru. haha... ni aku panjangkan tali, sejauh mana dia leh panjang. Tapi lepas ambil gambar ni aku pendekkan skit. sebab cam bawah sangat. hahaha.. Yang bestnye, beg ni leh jadi beg sekolah, macam dalam gambar ni, dan juga beg tangan. Lau nak beg tangan, tarik je tali tu kat tengah2.. Heee... Comel. Beg ni tak ada la besar sangat, dan taklah kecil sangat. sesuai la dengan aku yang simple ni.<br />
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Arif dapat buku baru, dan kami belikan 3 coolblog bawa balik rumah.<br />
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Aiman, tak dapat mask dia. Haha. Tak tau la dia nak pakai purdah ke tak esok. HAHA...<br />
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Tadi masa pergi AEON ramai gile usya semacam kat aku. HAha. Adik aku cakap ada makcik-makcik cakap sal purdah aku. Oh well... maybe diorang nak cari cam ni gak kot. Full coverage! Hahahhaa..<br />
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Aku baru install tadi. Tapi aku dok kawasan kampung, so signal GPS tu cam lembab gilerr...<br />
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At first I thought, I can handle this. It's just a jealousy thing. But I realized, all my other friends who got married didn't have the same problem. Their husbands loved them well. They didn't talk to girls freely. They only talked to girls if there were important things to deal with, like work, or selling goods, and those conversations never were long and draggy; always short and straight to the point.<br />
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I realized, long and draggy conversations, with a hint of joking around was hurting me too much.<br />
and the fact that when he talked to her he didn't even come to talk to me too. It hit me. He has the time to talk to her, and he didn't even care less to say hi to me.<br />
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the last message i ever saw from him was,<br />
"whoever im chatting with, or whoever i wanna talk to is my right. i never looked through your facebook messages, i never even opened your facebook. so plz. if you're so jealous, don't go looking around my fb account."<br />
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maybe because "his right" was so unfair. he can flirt with whoever he wants, but i can only be silent at my spot. when he's not around i can only play with myself or call up my best friends who never have the time any more for hangouts.<br />
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i know where this is leading to. surely sooner or later those "friendly feelings" will change. and i'm not gonna hang around and watch. it was unbearable the last time. i don't wanna go through it again.<br />
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if you want the free will to talk with other girls, i'm sorry... maybe i was never meant for you, because i can't cope with that. i just want someone who cares for me. someone who loves me so much he won't hurt me by doing things he knows I'll get jealous about.<br />
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I don't mind him talking with other girls. I really don't. but keep them short and straight to the point.<br />
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nevermind. it has passed. i'm going to swoop low now. no more getting hurt.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331152393993840747.post-66724850925896553092013-06-12T09:41:00.001-07:002013-06-12T09:41:01.644-07:00Hurt.<br><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgvfCLMWGncRcQTqrydpgA_Nt0D4bUKqz0u_2usLB2udpsyMvu_oWeVpYK6VVXiGPlWXY5bCMDHmoDZlnDvVHGw0mS2KQDel70peVB2QCFyheGvFkLSSLlVD76fX-84xiIdu15PbZsWoEM/s640/blogger-image-1730439410.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgvfCLMWGncRcQTqrydpgA_Nt0D4bUKqz0u_2usLB2udpsyMvu_oWeVpYK6VVXiGPlWXY5bCMDHmoDZlnDvVHGw0mS2KQDel70peVB2QCFyheGvFkLSSLlVD76fX-84xiIdu15PbZsWoEM/s640/blogger-image-1730439410.jpg"></a></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331152393993840747.post-10796244603554026622013-06-07T07:51:00.002-07:002013-06-07T10:35:03.733-07:00Baby Kimi! Heee... :) alololo ucuk ucuk (updated)x sabarnye nk ada anak. Hhaaha... dengar Ikram crite pasal Kimi. Anak makcik dia. Dahla comel dalam gambar first aku nampak. Ni dia gambar Kimi!<br />
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Bukan yang pakai spek, yang tengah hisap pacifier tu. Alahaiii comelnye. Dengar cerita dia dah boleh panjat-panjat, lari-lari. Bueh. Huhuh Kawaiii ne.... *.*<br />
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Dan ini gambar terbaru Kimi!!<br />besar dah dia... leh lari-lari panjat-panjat.. hehe!<br /><br />
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Pipi tembam! Heheh...</div>
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Omei dia mam ghoti. hehehe... Yang sebelah dia tu abangnya, Riski. :)</div>
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Oke, nampak sangat la aku nak berjimat kan? Hahhaa... Selalu aku akan fikir untuk belikan satu botol Dynamo (yang warna biru tu). Tapi nanti berkumpul-kumpul lak botol-botol kat rumah. HAHA. Pastu lepas aku try pack refill, aku rasa heaven plak nak refill-refill ni. Macam refill air kat fast food je. HAHA. Heaven gile. Kalau beli botol, ada la dalam RM8. Tapi harga refill, RM5 je. Jimat la sikit kannnn... Hari tu aku beli perisa warne kuning. Eh. Perisa? hahaha... wangian erk. Jenis! haha. Sekarang aku beli jenis Downy, Passion.... fuhh... bau cam heaven gile. Best.</div>
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Senang je nak tuang. Bentuk dia pun macam botol. Kelakar gile. Potong hujung yang tempat aku pegang kat bawah ni, pastu time tuang, dia seolah keluar daripada botol pada bungkusan refill tu. HAhaa.. nak tunjuk, tapi tangan tak cukup nak snap gambar. HAHHAhaha...</div>
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Pastu aku beli premier face pads. Pads? geli plak aku. Macam pad toot je. haha. Panggil face swipes la. Eh jap. Teringat tissue swipes lap bontot bayi plak. Hahaha.. Panggil tisu muka jela. Hahaha... =.="</div>
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Dan ini! Lama gile tak makan mende merapu macam ni. Last time was in primary school! hahaha... Lama gile. Menggamit nostalgia betul la...</div>
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Pastu aku main-main ngan app ipod aku. Edit gambar. Hahaha... Yang tak boleh blah, ada app untuk makeup. Tak perlu aku nak bercomot bermake-up lagi! Yeay! =D</div>
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Filter LightColor : Grace</div>
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Aku suka giler filter ni. Cerah gile muka aku pakai filter ni. HAHAHA... oke, kantoi dah aku tak cun di mata korang. HAHAHA... aku tetap cun though. Cun di mata mak aku. Weekks.. :P</div>
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Ha! yang ni la makeup app. Cool gile. nampak real siot. HAHA. siap ada bulu mata palsu lagi. LOL. comel. Aku salute siapa yang reka app ni. Jenuh aku tonyoh lipstick pink colour, tak pernah dapat warna macam ni. Give up. Haha.</div>
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Kerja. asaimen yang satu tinggal tu. asal la aku berat sangat nak buat. Sebab kena main ngan fakta. I hate facts. tak boleh nak olah, takleh nak tipu. =.=" take-a-bosan.</div>
<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331152393993840747.post-73729267079932165782013-06-06T01:27:00.001-07:002013-06-06T01:27:20.957-07:00Too good to be trueYea. Love is "too good to be true". At one time you think you own the world, everything is beautiful and you have butterflies in your stomach. For a short while, yes. But then it'll all turn dull in a split second. You start fighting, telling off of each other. You part ways. You miss each other, you make up and yea, we come back to phase one. Tired? slightly no. It's been three years over now. I don't think I'll get away from this now. He's a part of me now. Someone that I can't live without. Like a pair of shoes. What would you do without the other half? half barefooted. So not cool.<br />
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He's been really nice to me lately. He said he's changed. For good. Alhamdulillah if it's like that. Thank you Allah for showing him the way. He now feels the same way as I do. hopefully.<br />
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7331152393993840747.post-336183143577654142013-06-05T20:17:00.000-07:002013-06-05T20:17:13.548-07:00Assignments. I thought i was done =.="Assignment bertimbun-timbun. Semuanya diselesaikan satu persatu. Tiba-tiba bila semua seperti sudah clear, satu asaimen rupanya belum selesai lagi. HAHA. Dahlah kerja group. Memang kena bantai habis. Zara, jangan merungut. Kau tu paper exam lambat lagi, so ko bolehlah nak pulun kan? You can do it!<br /><br />Ya. cakap dengan diri sendiri. At least boleh bagi semangat sikit.<br />Sometimes I feel like falling apart. Macam tak ada kawan je aku ni. Nobody cares kan?<br />But someone once told me. "No man is an island".<br /><br />So...<br />
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